23.3.11

Muchos besos... falsos o verdaderos?




Porque mis tardes-noches, mis días, la ciudad, se transforman y adaptan su vista, su color, su apariencia.
Tratar de buscarlo en la cara de la gente, ver personas parecidas a él y pensar
"mirá si éste fuera él, qué locura sería"
y cosas así, y tenerlo presente por el simple hecho de que hace poco que nos conocemos y me llama la atención nuestra relación, rara y linda a la vez.
No sé si me estará pelotudeando, no puedo evitar pensarlo, pero es lindo pensar que tengo a alguien lejos, que puede llegar a ser una gran persona en mi vida, y en base a una relación que surgió en una mesa de póker. Una diría "guau, es todo re loco, nunca lo vas a conocer, sos una tarada por imaginarte que lo conocerías",
y suena TAN trágico, que ya le quitaría el crédito a todo lo que "formamos" en este tiempo, pero he conocido en carne propia que las distancias jamás son un problema, y que todo es posible, así que no me preocuparía por eso. Me preocuparía más por si le importo de la forma en que yo lo hago por él.
Es la típica jugada de cabeza femenina,
"si no me habla, es porque no me soporta, pero si le hablo, le voy a romper las bolas, bueno, no le hablo..."
Y minutos después, nos carcomemos la cabeza pensando en qué pasaría si le hubiésemos hablado como TANTO ansiábamos. Y eso, no lo vamos a poder ver a menos de que asumamos el riesgo (off comercial: como si fuéramos unas empresarias, y asumiéramos el riesgo de poner en venta un producto que no sabemos aún cómo lo va a aceptar el público consumidor. Dios, la escuela me tiene mal. Punto y aparte.)
Todo es tan complicado, pero tan simple a la vez, que da miedo.
Un pu7o y jodido miedo.
Querer querer, pero no poder, por inseguridad, debe ser lo peor en el mundo. Aunque éste es un caso bastante especial, pero... Cuando lo querés tener, pero no sabés lo que siente, qué carajo siente, eso me vuelve loca.
Debe haber una aclaración a todo esto: no estoy enamorada. Porque simplemente, no lo estoy. No pienso en él cuando tengo que hacer 5 millones de tarea, o tengo que entrenar, o cosas así; ocupa cierto espacio, pero no me domina como lo haría estando enamorada, todavía tengo riendas sueltas, aunque creo que es la persona destinada para mí.
Si lo es, bienvenido serás.
Si no lo es, te dejo suelto y volá ♥

25.2.11

TEENAGE DREAM

You think I’m pretty Without any make-up on You think I’m funny When I tell the Punch line wrong  I know you get me So I let my Walls come down, down Before you met me I was alright but things  Were kinda heavy You brought me to life Now every February You’ll be my valentine, valentine  Let’s go all The way tonight No regrets 
Just love
We can dance Until we die
You and I
We’ll be young forever
You make me
Feel like I’m living a
Teenage dream
The way you tu
rn me on
I can sleep

Let’s run away and Don’t ever look back Don’t ever look back My heart stops When you look at my Just one touch Now baby I believe This is real So take a change and Don’t ever look back Don’t ever look back We drove to Cali And got drunk on the beach Got a motel and Built a fort out of sheets I finally found you My missing puzzle piece I'm complete Let’s go all The way tonight No regrets Just love We can dance Until we die You and I We’ll be young forever You make me Feel like I’m living a Teenage dream The way you turn me on I can sleep Let’s run away and Don’t ever look back Don’t ever look back My heart stops When you look at my Just one touch Now baby I believe This is real So take a change and Don’t ever look back Don’t ever look back I’ma get you heart racing In my skin-tight jeans Be you teenage dream Tonight Let you put your hands on me In my skin-tight jeans Be you teenage dream Tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight You make me Feel like I’m living a Teenage dream The way you turn me on I can sleep Let’s run away and Don’t ever look back Don’t ever look back My heart stops When you look at my Just one touch Now baby I believe This is real So take a change and Don’t ever look back Don’t ever look back I’ma get you heart racing In my skin-tight jeans Be you teenage dream Tonight Let you put your hands on me In my skin-tight jeans Be you teenage dream Tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight

4.2.11

Katy Perry - The one that got away

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radio head
And on my 18th birthday we got that chain tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future
like we had a clue
Never plan that one day I'd be losing you

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

I was dreaming you were my Johnny Cash
Never one, we got the other, we made a pact
Sometimes when I miss you, I put those records on, whoa
Someone said you had your tattoo removed
Saw you downtown singing the blues
It's time to face the music, I'm longer your muse

And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world

And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one
The one that got away

All these money can't buy me a time machine, no
Can't replace you with a million rings, no
I should've told you what you meant to me, whoa
'Cause now I pay the price

In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in another life, I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

The one, the one, the one, the one

And in another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away

26.12.10

Patience.

Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart now

Said, woman, take it slow
It'll work itself out fine

All we need is just a little patience
Said, sugar, make it slow
And we come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
(patience)
Mm, yeah

I sit here on the stairs
'Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now
I'll wait, dear
Sometimes I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know, love
There's one more thing to consider

Said, woman, take it slow
And things will be just fine

You and I'll just use a little patience
Said, sugar, take the time
'Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes
To make it, We won't fake it,
I'll never break it
'cause I can't take it

...little patience, mm yeah, mm yeah
need a little patience, yeah
just a little patience, yeah
some more patience, yeah
need some patience, yeah
could use some patience, yeah
gotta have some patience, yeah
all it takes is patience,
just a little patience
is all you need *

I BEEN WALKIN' THE STREETS AT NIGHT
JUST TRYIN' TO GET IT RIGHT
HARD TO SEE WITH SO MANY AROUND
YOU KNOW I DON'T LIKE
BEING STUCK IN THE CROWD
AND THE STREETS DON'T CHANGE
BUT BABY THE NAME
I AIN'T GOT TIME FOR THE GAME
'CAUSE I NEED YOU
YEAH, YEAH, BUT I NEED YOU

OO, I NEED YOU
WHOA, I NEED YOU
OO, ALL THIS TIME **
(ah)

Último sábado del 2010.

I feel like I've been put on trial with you
I know that something's wrong and I'm the one accused
When the verdicts in, it's us who's gonna lose
I can't wait for you to finally hear the truth

Cause I shouldn't have to plead my case
So much love to save

If you listen to the things that your friends say
You're gonna be lonely
How can you treat like that
When I give my all to you
Cause I haven't been messin' around
I would never go out
And do the things you don't want me to do
Cause I can tell you right now
That you will never find the evidence on me
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, oh

I need a lawyer just to talk
Cause they're tellin' you what to say
They wish they had what we have
And its jealousy thats in the way.
Cause I can't sit round
And watch them build a case
Cause there's no savin' us now
I'm just doing this to clear my name

Cause I shouldn't have to plead my case
So much love to save

If you listen to the things that your friends say
You're gonna be lonely
How can you treat like that
When I give my all to you
Cause I haven't been messin' around
And I would never go out
And do the things you don't want me to do
Cause I could tell you right now
That you will never find the evidence on me
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh
That's the truth

Cause I shouldn't have to prove my case
So much love to save
Save, save, save


If you listen to the things that your friends say
You're gonna be lonely
How can you treat me like that
When I give my all to you

Cause I haven't been messin' around
And I would never go out
And do the things you don't want me to do
Cause I could tell you right now
That you will never find the evidence on me
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
And that's the truth
Oh, oh, oh, oh


~

Si sólo encontraras algo coherente para hacer alguna vez, estaríamos bien. Sólo pido que no vuelvas a lastimar mi corazón más, y sigamos siendo los amigos que éramos, por lo menos antes del beso que nos dimos.

Qué cosa que nos dejen así hechas mierda, después de todo lo que pasó entre nosotros, no podías irte así, y negarme una explicación. Pero voy a dejar que pase todo, y si venís, sería lo mejor. Sólo pido algo de habla y maduración, y una buena forma de terminar el año, no con algo sin sentido, y que me deje tirada, por no haberte olvidado totalmente (y por eso, ser una tarada importante) y por seguir teniendo un cariño de apenas un poco más de amigos.
No dejes nuestra amistad tirada, es lo único que siento que no tendrías que hacer.
Igualmente, te quiero y por eso me siento la mujer más idiota del planeta.

26.10.10

Cannot think that this could be truth,
I'm resting in your arms,
I'm sure that this can't be real.

It can be confusing,
but if you think it in the right way,
there's only one path to go on,
and that path is next to and with you.

Like it or not,
I want you,
I need you with me,
I feel lost without you,
cannot be away for long,
'cause you make my heart beat so strong.

Your laugh makes me go on red,
and see into your eyes,
is the best thing that could happen,
because I find my way there,
It feels so comfortable to stay,
but so nervous to go out and escape away of fear.

These are my emotions,
These are my feelings,
if you like them or not,
does not make any difference,
because I'll love you .

21.10.10

I love this party boy ♥


En tu encanto caí,
en tus ojos me perdí.

Dios quiera que llegue rápido a tus brazos,
porque sino caigo,
caigo profundo.

Y quedaré perdida,
porque sin tu amor,
creo que no encontraré salida.


29.9.10

La Luna - La Ley

La luna está incompleta
si el sol no está ahí.
La luna no se queja
siempre que el sol la atienda a su amanecer,
y en su atardecer,
su amanecer.

La luna vive sola
y tiene que entender
que el sol que la ilumina
también hace brillar a otra luna
que despierta con él
al amanecer
y al atardecer.

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Cómo cambian las cosas cuando te enterás que es 2 AÑOS MAS CHICO xDDDDDDDD